Think

This is going to be yet another important piece

This time I am watching myself getting up again

I tamed my hunger,

Hunger, which directly hit my mind.

Then I get over my excessive periodic desire for satisfaction.

After this I hold onto it, no doubt I was slipping but I made a firm grip

Because this is something that I have chosen, and I don’t expect, I respect my decisions.

I decided to let things be where they are and not getting driven to them

No matter how much lustful, comforting, desiring they are.

I chose not to make them part of my life and me when they are not around

And let the decision to be made once I am the circle

Remembering to make sure that I don’t get driven.

After all this was up, I realized I was not behaving normal.

Normal in reference as to what I have experienced what I chose to be in times of my failures

When I could do nothing but all I could was to accept it and stand down and take it right into my face.

Sometimes you try and fall, be laughed up, you think you are different and you try again, you fail, won’t able to believe this is happening to you, try holding onto your faith until you see it all happening and have to accept it the hard way.

So I took it after getting up cause having faced from the people is different, it took me some time to understand that same things happen in life also.

You may haven’t noticed it earlier but the crazy thing is that things that happen are not too many, they are many but not as much as we think them to be. Say for example, have you realize the area you live in, when you go out and see different people everyday they are not so different , they are same people coming and going around without your notice.

Likewise same things apply to lot of things. You can always relate one to another however required ability is something not everybody poses and its not about being special that way, we all are special but we all are different, all of us has our mind working in different directions but than we all come together , enlighten each other and help one another. That’s worth it. Ain’t it?

So about not behaving normal, I realized that I was not normal, i.e. enjoying what I have, sitting back and relaxing, taking things lightly and not trying to fight. I know everybody wants to get normal but that Is what being normal is, want to get normal here it is, but you will definitely find it hard to put down everything you believe in and get normal. But ‘normal is peace’ , it’s not achievement but its peace, which is a reward in itself for putting everything down and just living to fullest for not holding dear to any of your own beliefs and fighting to prove them.

Not being normal that most of us are is about sticking to a few things we believe in and getting through everything fighting for it. Everything until you are tired, defeated, don’t want to fight anymore, depressed, or you get something else; like love for your own kid to look past it, the phase we call being mature (Intentional sarcasm).

But if u know how psychics are, you will know every emotions, every feel, your life, death, everything comes from holding these things, incidences, beliefs, likes , dislikes too much and pushing it,

You can use them for good, you can choose people and emotions for your good, to reach where you want to be and once you do, get hold of yourself and let it go, and when you need something else to reach somewhere you should have ability to get yourself sticked to something. But your decisions should come out of a mind at peace, full peace, no hindrance or  else you will never figure out one thing for sure. The thing you hold dear, the thing you gave your life and its meaning to, the thing you so much believed in was…. Not right , according to peaceful you and every right mind, it was not you, you could be something you never want yourself to be but you failed to understand that something you so believed in, something that could not be any more right was wrong.!!

So get in your senses, get in your conscience and rethink!!

Because being normal is the easiest thing its just like going back home after working years and everybody needs home !

Control yourself learn it for none of us was wrong, the killers , the thieves , the Hitler, we were all just Driven; too much with what we believed in to be right when we could not even think clear!