Walk a mile in my shoes

It's not easy how things goes through me,

It's not easy to explain how everything went with me,

It's not possible to explain how a person talking about God changed up to be,

the person most unlikely.

It's not easy to explain what started talking of blood, bitches and ditches screaming on the

top of his voice and every little sentence in his work of words.

Things changes at the end, but when

things messes up again n again with you again and again
and you don't have any idea what to do

All you do is keep writing everything thou

At some tattered papers
or at some corner of your registers
which nobody knows.

How a focussed person, impenetrable
just got screwed, unexplainable.

By nothing but a bunch of dumb people .. 

just a few, just cause of stupid nonsense shit !

I guess nobody is so allergic to bullshit
as he is he can't create a metal wall to what he think

The world around is full of shit, 

Just because

he must have tried to help wrong people,
Just because may be people were right to say, you are just damn Nice,

but Apologies for my mistake sire,
Just cause of this,

6 years went like shit.

May be there is more up to come to
until I learn to do
what people do.

Something I must do
something I must have already done.

To prevent my pungence from getting broken

see I never planned it this way actually,

I never tried to act nice or b generous, no, literally,

but i accept it
as they say you should accept your mistakes

Apologies sire
but i never planned it this way

so i tried to choose some other way ..
I'll never be Nice.

Least I'll never let u know I'm the one
I don't want flies to stick to dis cake

so I'll fled my impression
I'll be shabby
in all ways
just so you never know I can be shibby too

But let it go
nothing is ever same
I am gonna cut it through it this way

Apologies sir
I never tried to show I am anything near nice
no, no way
I don't know what people liked me for
rather I didn't cared
I was being me.
I was never involved in the game.

When I was little, life was a fairy tale
I was a character as 1 should be in such a tale
too far from putting mind and melodramas into life.
I guess that's what they says..
I guess this is what makes it a fairy tale
something no one will wanna understand,

Cunningness, selfish and rude are things much worse
Than a bunch of bad words
or worse, bad verse.

By bad I mean words like whore or dick
but let it be I don't give a shit.

Let it be,
run d game,
I'm man
but for the last time,,

( & nw wht goes around comes back around )

Apologies sir
may b i never wanted to change the way i am
thinking to be,
less pissed off
but I am already more crazy than insane,
Can't change the nature, that is me now

You have created a monster in me
so be it. eat it!

top of that beat
have a lot of shit from you
my allergies tickling
I can feel it in my veins
I am having tatterations
It's ready to come out without flickerations
oh yes, these fluctuations
metamorphic illustrations
Blood to the pain,
Wait, I am having some calculations,

I am not on for such digestions
Banging my head on the walls,
having concussions.
I am evil just like masturbation.


Now you are to eat all this shit
I am going to vomit now again n again

no apologies sire
You deserve it and you are having it
back,
just my way......!
haha xD
* so eat it now...