Monday, 1 August 2016

Bleed

Take this, 
Take this bloody life of me away,
I am lost for the courage to say.
Let’s be in this game.
Will I, Will I keep up till the dawn?

Take this, 
Take this mind of me away
I am helpless to handle the pain
Can one stop the thoughts killing my head?

Yeah, I just want to kill everything that walks.
Feel the adrenalin in my veins.
Break away from all that stops
I just want to be, just me again.

I see more troubles, it numbs all the pain
I am ready to take more of it.
Can I end somebody if that’s all I want?
Will I keep up till the dawn?
Can I stop these thoughts?
I just want to be, just me again.

C’mon people come dance with me,
Celebrate, you don't need to be,
Scared, I haven’t killed anybody,
I just feel the need to slip a knife in
someone’s throat.
See how it works, all the blood and the pain,
Feel numb like I do,
I feel I just want somebody to feel my pain
I feel I can use a friend.

So won’t you be with me now?
All the lovers and protectors of humanity.
Will you put me in a cage,
A broken toy, you can't fix.
I can’t live without the suffering
I am so addicted to this brutal insanity
The day I get out, may be depressed
Without this pain,
Only thing I am good at
I got out, falling apart now,
I am so tired.
I am tired of,
Being tired of my own.

Can I say no to where I don’t want to be?
Can I end you if that’s all I want, when you push me ?
Will I keep up till the dawn?
Can I stop these thoughts?
I just want to be, just me again.

Take this life of me away,
If a pup is all I want.
I am not really sure if they would but
Can you, Can you gift me a pup?
Ugly or cute, I feel I can use a friend,
The day I will be out I will be more insane without the pain, I knew. 
I got out I can’t breathe, only blood in my eyes and my breath,
And I am so tired.
I am tired of,
Being tired of my own.


And I thank you very much you have already done enough.
You know I want to but I can’t end you so,
Can you bleed for me now?
I am tired of, being tired of being on my own.

Raise me from the begin,
I would reach far but shit.
I am falling apart now,
I got out but only blood in my eyes and thirst in my veins.

Let me,
Let me scratch up my own skin.
I just smile for who don’t know shit,
Sit quietly when mountains are thrown at me.
Being hated for silence too, it's too much
Now won’t you please bleed on me now?
I am so tired of, being tired of my own.


I am trying to run away,
But dying to get into a mirror of my past.
No man, No family.
All alone for eternity,
After what’s been to me and my brain,
I am falling apart,
Only blood in my eyes and my breath,
Oh! now won’t you bleed on me now ?

I am tired of. Being tired of my own.