Belief

I sit outside at dusk sipping green tea.

Wondering about Life.

She have many lemons,

She throws at me.

I have many problems,

but I keep them to me.

It makes me fail,

To be me.

And when I fail to be myself,

It’s sad when people closer to me, 

Don’t understand me.

I know I have kept my problems just to me.

Not that I understand everyone totally,

But When I need them the most,

I wish sometimes,

That my boys could feel me.

So when I fail to ask for and get some help.

I tell myself,

Life is sad when you look at what you don’t have.

Look back the way you have come,

You made so far,

Let go of all the regrets and negatives.

For negativity is muddy paddle,

There is no point trying to explore it.

I witnessed many people who are very positive,

No achievements in their life still,

Happy and trying to live their dreams,

They may not have accomplished something countable yet,

Happier than practical people,

Who look at them as sitting ducks.

Little there know there is a lot going underneath.

 They believe in themselves,

It takes them places, 

you got to have faith and believe.

For trust and faith were formed for our own well-being.

For if lie, such lie is better, 

it never brought disaster.

The least you can do is trust those things.

For a wife may trust his husband who is cheat,

Will be happier.

Than a wife who will choose to give no space for mistakes instead.  

For such beliefs are truer than true itself.

Not to forget,

Eventually people realize mistakes and come back. Don’t they?

 It’s faith you got to keep.

Love conquers all, eye for an eye will make us all blind

We all hide

These wars are inside us, don't let them hid a bit.

Do keep these armors from negatives.

On yourself and your dear ones too.

And for every dusk you see with your dear ones sipping green tea.

The most beautiful day you can imagine.

And beyond all worse and bitter.

You will have a few constant smiles at times too.

Instead of all that pain,

The anger and agony.

It would be a bliss if you try to bring to your life such symphony.